Ok some things are done... I guess i've really left my sticks and left my drums. Telling them that i wanna leave the band... is really one of the worst things to do. Really feels like when i broke up last time. Only i'm not crying of course -.-" Oh read degussa's blog and got sort of a sneak preview of what lies ahead for me. SPOILER!
Well all i saw in his page was "SIAN SIAN SBS SI BEI SIAN" hahaha. I guess there will be a time u get used to it and work > life. Yes i have thought about it WORK > LIFE. In other words i have no life. Just like the days of progaming where my life was online... only now my life is in my work. But so what? Who cares? I can only say that i won't reconsider or think twice until i acquire my apartment and car.
I have a new motto in life. Money can't buy everything, so make do with the things that you can. Happiness can be bought to a certain extent. And i will be sufficiently happy to that extent. No time to write blog. Time to work on portfolio and project!
Really miss luna... She has 0 interest in me, i guess it isnt the time to win her heart. Maybe when she's a little older or when i really know how to win her heart then i'll be back. But i won't give up. Never
(0) So Waddaya Think!
7:50:00 AM